Damn shit! It so rude right when u start a blog with 'nice' words? hehe... Well, i juz dunno how to express my feeling right now. What I know, I feel really dump right now.. A lot of stuff and works need to settle lately. When every thing doesnt goes as u plan, seriously it soooo shit!
Seriously, I wanna a life now!! I missed a lot great event this year. it all because to much focusing on works n job task. the event that i really regret was my boyfriend sis wedding. am so regret about it... i want to go to the wedding damn so much.. but i can't avoid my job. so many commitment lately...
every morning i wake up, than get ready for work. come home before 12, my body already tired. when my body already tired, i will sleep early... thats my rutin, almost every day... and i'm tired of it...
with all of this stuff, it make me asked my self back "what i really want in this life?" i already knew the answer but... yup, 'mencari redha Allah'. that what people will say to u.. (if u ask the good person la..) so, it make me thing 'what the purpose you live in this world?'(apa tujuan kamu hidup didunia ini?)
'Bila kita tahu tujuan hidup kita mencari redha
Allah maka kita akan bebas dari penghargaan manusia dan ini hidup yang
paling tenang' - Prof Dr Muhaya
I think i should reset my mind set right now. Audit myself back. always keeping up with good attitude and try to throw any 'sifat mazmumah' in myself... so, i can get ready to be good daughter, girlfriend, friend, worker, boss, wife, mother....
**** May Allah bless all of us****
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
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