Alhamdulillah, umurku meningkat satu angka lagi. Aku bersyukur kepada Allah kerana masih menghidupkan aku hingga hari ini. Sepanjang 25 tahun aku berjalan diatas muka bumi ini, dah macam org aku jumpa dan pelbagai pengalaman telah ku lalui. Semua ini aku amat hargai kerana ia yang membentuk diri aku, siapa aku sekarang.
Tapi, insan yang paling aku hargai dalam hidup ini adalah ibuku. Beliaulah yang sentiasa bersamaku setiap waktu. Waktu aku senang, sedih, gembira... Ya, tanpa beliau juga tak mungkin aku dapat lihat dunia yang penuh pancaroba ini. Thanks mak for everything you did to me and i can't pay it back. Terlalu besar pengorbanan yang telah mak lakukan, x termampu utk ak balas. hanya doa sahaja yang dapat aku berikan.
Abah, adalah insan yang paling risau tentang diriku ini. Almaklumla, anak sulung beliau. Setiap pergerakan aku pasti diawasinya. Abah juga antara insan yang terpenting dalam hidupku.
Pada hari lahir kali ini, tiada apa yang aku harapkan kecuali doa. Setiap doa yang diucapkan aku harap semoga Allah kabulkan.
BTW, this year is the funniest celebration I ever had. Just a picture and wish, follow by a midnight 3D movie and the so unromantic gift. hahaha... such a funny boyfriend that I ever had. That's the reason what make I love you more... I appreciate it so much, darling...
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
when every thing doesnt goes well...
Damn shit! It so rude right when u start a blog with 'nice' words? hehe... Well, i juz dunno how to express my feeling right now. What I know, I feel really dump right now.. A lot of stuff and works need to settle lately. When every thing doesnt goes as u plan, seriously it soooo shit!
Seriously, I wanna a life now!! I missed a lot great event this year. it all because to much focusing on works n job task. the event that i really regret was my boyfriend sis wedding. am so regret about it... i want to go to the wedding damn so much.. but i can't avoid my job. so many commitment lately...
every morning i wake up, than get ready for work. come home before 12, my body already tired. when my body already tired, i will sleep early... thats my rutin, almost every day... and i'm tired of it...
with all of this stuff, it make me asked my self back "what i really want in this life?" i already knew the answer but... yup, 'mencari redha Allah'. that what people will say to u.. (if u ask the good person la..) so, it make me thing 'what the purpose you live in this world?'(apa tujuan kamu hidup didunia ini?)
'Bila kita tahu tujuan hidup kita mencari redha Allah maka kita akan bebas dari penghargaan manusia dan ini hidup yang paling tenang' - Prof Dr Muhaya
I think i should reset my mind set right now. Audit myself back. always keeping up with good attitude and try to throw any 'sifat mazmumah' in myself... so, i can get ready to be good daughter, girlfriend, friend, worker, boss, wife, mother....
**** May Allah bless all of us****
Seriously, I wanna a life now!! I missed a lot great event this year. it all because to much focusing on works n job task. the event that i really regret was my boyfriend sis wedding. am so regret about it... i want to go to the wedding damn so much.. but i can't avoid my job. so many commitment lately...
every morning i wake up, than get ready for work. come home before 12, my body already tired. when my body already tired, i will sleep early... thats my rutin, almost every day... and i'm tired of it...
with all of this stuff, it make me asked my self back "what i really want in this life?" i already knew the answer but... yup, 'mencari redha Allah'. that what people will say to u.. (if u ask the good person la..) so, it make me thing 'what the purpose you live in this world?'(apa tujuan kamu hidup didunia ini?)
'Bila kita tahu tujuan hidup kita mencari redha Allah maka kita akan bebas dari penghargaan manusia dan ini hidup yang paling tenang' - Prof Dr Muhaya
I think i should reset my mind set right now. Audit myself back. always keeping up with good attitude and try to throw any 'sifat mazmumah' in myself... so, i can get ready to be good daughter, girlfriend, friend, worker, boss, wife, mother....
**** May Allah bless all of us****
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Still writing
Ok, dh lama sgt rasanya ak x update blog ni. hehe... al-maklum la busy.... (ayat x leh blah!) yela, keje skrg x sama dgn keje dulu walaupun masih dlm industri yg sama... huhu but i like to be in this busy situation. at least, I can learn new thing.
sebenarnya ak dh xtaw nk merapu apa dlm blog nh. hehe... I'm happy with my life right now. Syukur, Alhamdulillah.I hope I can maintain this happiness until forever. (still not happy at all actually. problems keep chasing you until you meet the God. But, in overall, I can say I'm happy). eh, apa yg ak melalut nh? what ever lah... bkn ada org sgt nk baca blog ak nh... maklum la, x femes pn... hahaha
my current job are fine. My darling also great. I never meet a man who make me so flatted like he did. He always make me want to fall in love with him again and again and again. Thanks Allah!
My new target right now is to buy a house!!! I;m tired sharing a small space with others. Not much privacy at all. huhu... Start keep money from now.
BTW, I missed so much my bff. huhu... rindunya nk duduk sama2 mcm dlu.... bercerita smbil kongsi mslh,baju, make up, f&b n etc... (nsb bek x kongsi boyfriend. haha...) life must go on. everybody already have their own path. just wish all of the the best.
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