N.E.W.S

People asking me, why I put my blog name, 'Never Ending Wonderful Story'? So, here the story of that name...

It was start on 2007/2008. That time I was 1st year student at UNISEL. My roomate was Jpop fan. So, she's the one that introduce me to Jpop arena. I start with a boy band group, name NEWS. Their 1st song that I listen was i za na i zu ki. That, I start bubbling their chorus part until I memorize their dance step. Starting from that song, I become the fan but not sooo fanatic lor.. lol! Until 1 day, I had found their concert tour in Youtube and they name the tour, Never Ending Wonderful Story. If I'm not mistaken Yamapi or Ryo said that the journey of that band always have wonderful story to tell to their fan. During that tour, they manage to make Tokyo Dome pack with their fans until of them cannot in.

Selamat Pengantin Baru, My BFF!!!

Yeay!! Finally my bff married to her prince charming. After a few story, at last she found the man who can take care of her. I'm so happy for them. After the 'akad' done, my tears cant stop. We all crying together. The groom look very calm & full of excitement.

Well, I guess this was the best event in my life. 2 days at Bahau, full of joy. After long time, we dont get together. All my BFF were there. We sharing 1 room hotel. Ahhh, I will keep this moment in my memories.

To my BFF, Siti Nor Fadzilla & Mohd Faizel, my prays always with u guys. May u guys be strong enough in this new journey of life & may ur wedding sustain till Jannah.

***credit to my others BFF, Lilo Art, Zulaikha & Mohd Hakimi. Love u guys so much.

Happy Birthday to Me...

Alhamdulillah, umurku meningkat satu angka lagi. Aku bersyukur kepada Allah kerana masih menghidupkan aku hingga hari ini. Sepanjang 25 tahun aku berjalan diatas muka bumi ini, dah macam org aku jumpa dan pelbagai pengalaman telah ku lalui. Semua ini aku amat hargai kerana ia yang membentuk diri aku, siapa aku sekarang.

Tapi, insan yang paling aku hargai dalam hidup ini adalah ibuku. Beliaulah yang sentiasa bersamaku setiap waktu. Waktu aku senang, sedih, gembira... Ya, tanpa beliau juga tak mungkin aku dapat lihat dunia yang penuh pancaroba ini. Thanks mak for everything you did to me and i can't pay it back. Terlalu besar pengorbanan yang telah mak lakukan, x termampu utk ak balas. hanya doa sahaja yang dapat aku berikan.

Abah, adalah insan yang paling risau tentang diriku ini. Almaklumla, anak sulung beliau. Setiap pergerakan aku pasti diawasinya. Abah juga antara insan yang terpenting dalam hidupku.

Pada hari lahir kali ini, tiada apa yang aku harapkan kecuali doa. Setiap doa yang diucapkan aku harap semoga Allah kabulkan.

BTW, this year is the funniest celebration I ever had. Just a picture and wish, follow by a midnight 3D movie and the so unromantic gift. hahaha... such a funny boyfriend that I ever had. That's the reason what make I love you more... I appreciate it so much, darling...

when every thing doesnt goes well...

Damn shit! It so rude right  when u start a blog with 'nice' words? hehe... Well, i juz dunno how to express my feeling right now. What I know, I feel really dump right now.. A lot of stuff and works need to settle lately. When every thing doesnt goes as u plan, seriously it soooo shit!

Seriously, I wanna a life now!! I missed a lot great event this year. it all because to much focusing on works n job task. the event that i really regret was my boyfriend sis wedding. am so regret about it... i want to go to the wedding damn so much.. but i can't avoid my job. so many commitment lately...

every morning i wake up, than get ready for work. come home before 12, my body already tired. when my body already tired, i will sleep early... thats my rutin, almost every day... and i'm tired of it...

with all of this stuff, it make me asked my self back "what i really want in this life?" i already knew the answer but... yup, 'mencari redha Allah'. that what people will say to u.. (if u ask the good person la..) so, it make me thing 'what the purpose you live in this world?'(apa tujuan kamu hidup didunia ini?)

     'Bila kita tahu tujuan hidup kita mencari redha Allah maka kita akan bebas dari penghargaan manusia dan ini hidup yang paling tenang' - Prof Dr Muhaya

I think i should reset my mind set right now. Audit myself back. always keeping up with good attitude and try to throw any 'sifat mazmumah' in myself... so, i can get ready to be good daughter, girlfriend, friend, worker, boss, wife, mother....

**** May Allah bless all of us**** 

Still writing

Ok, dh lama sgt rasanya ak x update blog ni. hehe... al-maklum la busy.... (ayat x leh blah!) yela, keje skrg x sama dgn keje dulu walaupun masih dlm industri yg sama... huhu but i like to be in this busy situation. at least, I can learn new thing. 

sebenarnya ak dh xtaw nk merapu apa dlm blog nh. hehe... I'm happy with my life right now. Syukur, Alhamdulillah.I hope I can maintain this happiness until forever. (still not happy at all actually. problems keep chasing you until you meet the God. But, in overall, I can say I'm happy). eh, apa yg ak melalut nh? what ever lah... bkn ada org sgt nk baca blog ak nh... maklum la, x femes pn... hahaha

my current job are fine. My darling also great. I never meet a man who make me so flatted like he did. He always make me want to fall in love with him again and again and again. Thanks Allah!

My new target right now is to buy a house!!! I;m tired sharing a small space with others. Not much privacy at all. huhu... Start keep money from now.

BTW, I missed so much my bff. huhu... rindunya nk duduk sama2 mcm dlu.... bercerita smbil kongsi mslh,baju, make up, f&b n etc... (nsb bek x kongsi boyfriend. haha...) life must go on. everybody already have their own path. just wish all of the the best.

Kanjō no hyōgen

Hurmmm Its been almost a year, ak x update blog nh... smpi ak dh practikal, dh keje, dh konvo, n dh tukar tmpt keje... ngeee :D sejak masuk alam pekerjaan nh, dh xde mood sgt nk tulis blog.. mayb sbb bz kot... x pun dh letih sgt lps lik keje, kpla otak trus pk nk tdo je.... hehe... well, I kn sleeping beauty.. hehe...

klu dlu, ak selalu dengar org ckp "makin tinggi kita berada, makin ramai yg cuba jatuhkn kita". mula2 ak 50-50 nk trust ayat tu tp bila ak msuk alam keje, n i faced it. now, i really believe it... bkn sng utk kita naik ke tingkat yg paling atas. bnyak halangan yg perlu dilalui.. kdg2 ak hampir tertewas dlm perjuangan hidup. Alhamdulillah, berkat doa kedua org tuaku, ak mampu harunginya...

Ya, ak akui ada masanya ak lemah dlm menghadapi ujian idup. tp cara ak senang je... :D ak bukan seorg yg melawan ckp, sesungguhnya ak x pndi nk berlawan ckp. setgh org klu x puas hati, diorg akn cakap. but i'm not that person. My style, ak xkn lawan ckp sepatah pun but my action will speak for me. I'm using "action speak louder than words". perletakan jawatanku baru2 nh pn sbgi tnda protes ku kpda cmpny n now, i'm work with their competitor.... well, klu dh org len nk offer bnda bagus, for what i'm working at there?? hurmm nobody in the company knew the true reason i left them... let live the question with no answer.... (am i mean? whatever...) kdg2 tu ada gak soalan2 nakal yg bermain dlm minda nh...

"ko x takut kantoi dgn ex majikan yg ko keje kt tmpt nh?"

"mcm mn klu tembelang ko pecah?"

tp bila dipikirkn balik, ak perlu hadapi semua nh if it happen... i just need to prepare with strong reason. hope luck always be with me... huhu... cross the fingers...

otherwise, i'm young person with full of ambition in heart. i'll make my dreams come true...
ak jgak seorg yg sentiasakn nk pembaharuan.. its really tired when the end of the day, u keep doing the same thing untill no improvement...

actually, apa yg ak cuba celotehkn nh? hehe.... well, hanya sekadar luahan perasaan yg dh lma terpendam.. huhu.... whatever it is, the thing that still make me happy until now are my relationship n my friendship. I love my hubby so much and i love all my best friend too... Minna, duomo arigatou...

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